Wednesday, October 05, 2005
had my driving lesson yesterday. i really really like that instructor so much! hahaha. hope i get him the next time i go driving as well. the previous one is too noisy. i enjoy the peaceful-ness last night. *wide grin*hmmm...had been having some thoughts recently. seeing what people gain after they perservere on, i feel like perservering a little more as well. though i did my fair share already, and life hasnt been bad recently, i still hope he comes again to brighten up MOST of my days. i really wish to run into his arms again. i wonder if it's because it's me. or i am the only one available. or he thinks nothing much abt it. i still trust my intuition, though he never fails to deny them. i wonder is it me who dont want to face the fact or what. should i? nah...i know i shouldnt repeat it again. no more no more no more. ok. i shall just continue to stone in office. 80.
i think i m seen as the cock-eye-with-stamps-on-both-eyes one, just like how i see how my friends shouldnt go for this guy/girl.
Shu thought hard on 11:25 am.