Monday, December 12, 2005

i hate to sound so pessimistic. but after failures and failures in my relationships, i think i am just too tired- mentally. it's so mentally taxing that i feel like isolating myself from everyone. YES. EVERY SINGLE ONE! but no!! sherry/ shu/ shuling is the happy girl everyone sees, and everyone wonders why is she so happy every single day.

but.....argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i guess my dearest bro did spoken to mum about it. mum seems to be stopping herself from saying anything regarding him which will irritates me, giving me some space in this "new born". but guess it doesnt help much. 8(.

seriously....sherry isnt a greedy girl!!!!!! she made the same birthday wish throughout!!!!! why cant my wish come true?! It's the simplest wish i guess....so much for wishing!!!! i am not going to wish anymore!!!it's fake!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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