Friday, August 11, 2006

a message which cannot be reach to the other party.....

i wanted to send out a msg so much.... but..... no matter what... i just cant do it....

sorry n thank you. the 2 very common words i use everyday...

but these 2 words....which i owe a few people....i find it so hard to say it out to them.... n i bet they dont know i have been apologising to them everytime i feel wrong.... everytime they make me feel happy n great.

someone who is famous for the bad-temper.... for being demanding.... but when it comes to me.... it somehow becomes the other way round. i am the bad temper n demanding one.

was thinking hard how come i just cant apologise or say a little thanks to that sweety..... then my family struck me..... i do all these nonsense to my family too... short temper..... especially to my mum.

all i wanted to say to u is that.... although there are really alot of times which u irritated me so much that i want to scream on your face.... but.... i hope u dont take it to heart.... after knowing me for so long, u should know my ever-changing pattern. n.... i dont know if u r affected by the words i said just now... or even all those i said before.... i put myself in your shoes n what i feel is.... i would feel very hurt to hear all these. but i hope u dont take it to heart too... i didnt mean to say all those stuff.... but just my very frank opinion. how i wish i can be this frank to everyone. n.... u r still the dearest. 8). Sorry n thanks a million..... deep from my heart. I am really really sorry.

anyway... youtube is damm cool lar!!!!!!!!!!!! because of youtube....WOW!!!!! i feel that i am never tired! hahaha.

boss bringing me to Westin tomorrow to check out the rooms there and lunch had been arranged. hope it would be great. but lin's meal seems even better! Microsoft treating their whole department to Lawry's!!!! omg!!!!!!

it's the diarrhoea season once again~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

n i am giving up on eating one of my favourite sweet. it cut my tongue consecutively twice! 8(