Monday, February 05, 2007

Maybe................. i assume too much?

I think i am abit too independent in some matters. like some would always ask me to be more like a "little woman" if not, i might end up being single for long. but anyway, i ALWAYS becomes the little woman when i fall in love. haha. n if it ever becomes i am the "big woman" who is leading the relationship, it would probably spells a breakup soon. Just like ZX case.

Actually, had been thinking since Year end 2006 about me n ZX...... n i finally come to a conclusion, since love is being betrayed, i made the right choice to leave him. n if we did not broke up years ago, i would probably miss out the fun that i had in poly days, and other things. haha. ok. that will mark a complete ending for me n him. 8). n in case anyone worries, Mr mouse is already the history and i wont bring it up again thinking that i made the wrong choice as to why i didnt hold on. it's impossible!! 8)

back to the girl power. sometimes i wonder why people can claim MC at least once a month. n i think it's probably a fake. to me, life isnt that vulnerable if there isnt any natural disasters. n a weak person should fall sick more than once if he/she is really that weak. n not the very constant 1 month once thingy. it's hard for me to believe. but then again, maybe such people do exist.

there's also alot fo girls who cant take alittle hardship, and would complains about bag too heavy and all...... and cant carry their own things if not their bones gonna break or they gonna die....... no hard feelings here.... but i just wonder......are they really that weak?? we are not talking about things like carrying furniture. oh, but anyway, i seen those complaining about not being able to take heavy things carrying furniture and all before. tell me, what's the defination of heavy? why must one always think themself as vulnerable and weak, they isnt mah!! n with me, i would expect them to carry on their own. why must we depend on the guys? note that here, i am not trying to criticise girls who does that but i am trying to say, dont look down on yourself lar. u can carry them cant u? but then again, i know some are just lazy. n some guys are always there to lend a "helping hand". haha. i dont mind that but........... my dear gfs, i know u r not that weak, so............. just hope girls r not dependent on guys lar.

lolx. aging woman weird symptoms. n i know that i am offending people in this post but.heck lar. i am so sick of caring about the offending issues. what i say is what i feel would be better for them. out of goodwill, so just heck if u dont agree ba. n i am seriously not pin pointing at anyone of you reading my blog. hahahahaahhahaha. coz really there is only a handful of people i know reading my blogs...... n there's really quite a number of girls i know who does the above. 8).

i m slowly missing my MCs.......................... 4 more days~