Sunday, December 18, 2005

Sometimes i wonder....

does the guy matter? coz now, i feel that as long as i am comfortable with the guy, any guy can be my boyfriend(ya, that is if the guy like me lar). that is because i might in the midst of thinking if i've got feelings for that guy, become lazy and associate the person as guy i like.

even though i cry like somebody just die or smile like an idiot, sometimes i wonder if thats what u call "love". coz i really feel sad whenever any friend which i use to be close with just drift apart. haha. blur now. as usual.

Sometimes i wonder....

what makes a good gf? someone slow and "stupid" like "me"? or someone who listens to everything the bf says and never go against them? someone who is always there for them? or someone who can differentiate the right and the wrongs and act accordingly? hmmm...at least my past and my present had commented that i am a gd gf. ya, just that the feelings part is another thing. so which means, a good girlfriend doesnt make ur guy love you more.

Working @ chevron tomorrow. it's so so so weird i think.

didnt go out today. home all day. got flew again.

Really dont know what should i do.. hmmm.........

anyway, did your watch the show?! that donation show?! wu ke qun is like so damm cute!!! gonna rewatch my peach girl!!! i wanna get his album!!! arrrrrrrr!!!!!!! *v*

mum suddenly got addicted to LOTR now. -_-" i cant play the xbox man!