Sunday, February 05, 2006

is 2 enough?

hmmm...guess the both of them know whats up my brain.

hmmm...sometimes i feel that nobody understands me. nobody know the real me, or rather nobody seen the real me.

but... i forgotten that there's the ah lian who know me for quite awhile.. who seen my changes. just probably she didnt care that much. hahaha. but i know somehow she still care....sometimeS? hehe. prove me wrong if u think i am wrong lin...xp.

n there's this someone who is always so smart...hor girl? sometimes it scares me when she can really really read my mind when i din even say a single thing. haha. scary. anyway... i dont wanna say things out. coz i think it might become true if i do so. so i rather avoid n not think about it lor. get what i mean right? haha.

i really dont want it to happen. 8).

oh...but sometimes i feel that i need another person who isnt close to me to understand me. sometimes i think of dialing any 8 digits n talk to that someone over at the other line about all my unhappiness, or even share my happiness. haha.

just imagine u receive a call from an unknown number one day.." HEY!!! I pass all my modules!!!!!!!!!!! muahahahahhahaa"

kinda crazy. but i hope one day it would happen. keke.

kind of pathetic when they isnt really a special one for you to call to share ur happiness eh?

anyway... i didnt get the job le. coz that %^&$@ cant wait till my exams are over.%$&%#$($#^%$&^

watched 2 movies recently. Fearless and I not stupid too! both are nice movies!!! especially for fearless. i thought it would be a really boring show. but it really WOWED me. DAMM GOOD!!!!

I not stupid too is a nice show too! haha. funny! so lame! cool man! haha. 8X

I wanna watch so many movies!!!!! but...as usual...doubt i will be watching any in the end. 8(. see... that's why sometimes i cant help it but feel pathetic at how small my social circle is. or maybe..how anti-social i had become.

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that $#^#$%$ building in front of my block is blocking me from all the fireworks i used to be able to watch from home!!!!!!!!!!!!! $#^%$^*@$^%$#