Sunday, April 02, 2006

so much to handle....

i feel i cant take it anymore....

so much so that i feel like giving up....

been telling myself to continue on...

to work hard....

for the better for my future...

n hopefully to do eric proud.

alex ask me whats my plans for future....

i dont know....

all i know is....

i want to retire in 36 yrs time....

n....

i want to die in 06/12/2061.

feeling so sick n weak now....

at the rate i am going....

maybe i will die in 2016 instead.

the only thing i did today...

is to visit the great brother's school.

OCS... a place where somebody dream a lifetime but still cant get.

hate those who criticise when they cant do it.

the girls there are so cool!!!!!!!!