Saturday, June 24, 2006
i think i am losing interest in everything. All plans to do this n that had nw been put on pause. All i do the whole day is working at a uper slow speed....... n watching shows and sleeping uper late. which i know is super unhealthy.sigh..but u know the feeling when u start to watch a drama...... and it will lead u on and on...n u feel that it's ok not to sleep at all till u finish your show. probably having another post-show syndrome... 8(.
Just finish watching Devil beside you. ok... i think the show is ok...not super uper nice.....in fact....i dont find any part of the show touching me at all till the very last episode... damm it!! i cry so hard...hahahha...n i woke up with a pair of swollen eyes now.....so nice in the last episode that i just feel like replaying just this episode in my player till i am sick of it.
i am so easily irritated again. i got uncomfortable whenever anyone ask me to check this or that.... or to do this n that for them..... especially if it's not work related!!!!i dont wanna draw a clear line between me n others....but seems like i would really need to if nt i will just dislike more n more people in the company...n vice versa ba...8(.
boss had been very understanding despite the heavy workload onb her side nw... but this way...i become so so so slack..........8(
n i cant take it when people keep mumbling non stop.......
sigh.........
Shu thought hard on 8:44 am.