Sunday, April 09, 2006

i am at the stage where i m really really really tired....

be it work.....friends....or whatever other reasons.....

i am really really tired... 8(.

i....just need the understandings of friends whom really matters.... that i really need to devote all my time to work now.... on my side....i really hope that the time will faster come... when everything goes back to norm, no more frequent OTs.....i am really really tired.... really really stressed up...

ever got the feeling when u r already dead tired yet u dont dare to close your eyes?? the fear that every moment when u just shut ur eyes for a few seconds and all the things u r stress up with come bombarding into your mind?!

and.... u cant even take MC when u r feeling really bad.... not because of any objections from anyone.... but to take mc means to dig my grave deeper into the ground.... how to take?

i just hope friends who matters understand my situation....

if given a choice, i will still take up this job.... 8).

my OT are not within my control.... do bear with it. 8X.

so many things happening everyday.... so fast i thought a week has pass when it's only one day... Since thursday, I had attend a 2day course, ate chilli crabs, watch a movie, be an ambulance driver, dyed n highlight my hair, went to the night safari, zoo, birdpark, meet my cousins and went to a chalet n sleep on the beach. thats what i've done in the past 3 days. alot eh?

but... it all doesnt seems to help much.... but i am glad there's people who understand.... thanks